Late nights, cold room

Heartbeat singing a funeral tune

Everybody thinks I'm alright

But I'm barely making it through the night

Got old scars hidden under my clothes

Got old pain that nobody knows

Still reading texts I should've deleted

Still fighting battles that left me defeated

I laugh with friends, then I disappear

Alone with the thoughts that I always fear

Looking in the mirror, asking who I've become

Running from the past but I can't outrun

She walks in like trouble wrapped in gold

And for a second all the hurt lets go

One bad bitch and she do what I say so

Black nails, red lips, heart made of chaos

For a moment she can make the pain slow

But when she's gone, I'm alone with the echoes

One bad bitch and she do what I say so

But she can't fix all the cracks in my soul

I'm still lost in the dark where the rain goes

Trying to heal from the wounds that won't close

3AM and I'm staring at the ceiling

Trying to numb everything that I'm feeling

Every promise turned into a goodbye

Every "forever" turned into another lie

And it hurts 'cause I really gave my all

Now I'm watching every memory fall

Like ashes drifting through the air

Trying to find a reason to still care

Maybe I'm broken, maybe I'm cursed

Maybe I'm just putting pain into words

Maybe one day I'll learn to let go

Until then I'm singing to the ghosts

One bad bitch and she do what I say so

But she ain't the answer that I need though

Same scars, same thoughts, same old shadows

Still carrying a heart full of tornadoes

One bad bitch and she do what I say so

But the demons in my head still say no

And I'm still fighting battles nobody knows

Trying to heal from the wounds that won't close

Same thoughts...

Same scars...

Same broken heart...

Under the same stars... 🖤🎵