Split the Difference

I’ve forgotten who I am,

and it fucking hurts to live like this

I took my two selves,

and let nostalgia split the difference

Yeah

I took my two selves,

and let nostalgia split the difference

I took my two selves,

and let nostalgia split the difference

Yeah

Look -

I’m an addict and I fucking hate myself

Sorry god, couldn’t pace myself

Now I’m burning out

This - is the worst version of myself

And it hurts to live like this

I understand how I became different

but I don’t know when

Took an inhale, and it’s a blur since then

Sorry god, I just had to let it out

Took a peak at the mirror

Tryna tell myself I’m better now (yeah)

Tryna tell myself I’m better now

I know that’s a lie, remember when I thought I might touch the sky, now I’m just high, (yeah) it’s not fun when it’s every night

Yeah

It’s not fun when it’s every night

Yeah

Look

I’m an addict and I’m stacking lies

I’m not me like half the time

I might seem like I’m alright but

Deep inside it’s all on fire

Yeah

So I just hit an inhale,

until the thought expires, but

I feel like,

reality’s never been so far

If you stack up enough lies,

you forget who you are

Yeah look

I’ve forgotten who I am,

and it fucking hurts to live like this

I took my two selves,

and let nostalgia split the difference (yeah)

I’ve forgotten who I am,

and it fucking hurts to live like this

I took my two selves,

and let nostalgia split the difference

Yeah

I took my two selves,

and let nostalgia split the difference