
What the hell is happiness
Pop Punk, Grunge, emo, Country pop, punk rock, Alt-rock, drum drive, alt-rock,catchy Punchy edm and dramatic dynamic, distorted choruses, Drums: distorted 808s, trap hi-hats, snapping snares, glitch fills that feel unstable, Bass: deep sub-bass, sidechain with kick, heavy but warm, Guitar: sharp slap rhythms, tremolo walls in verse, overdrive punch in chorus, dreamy washed layers in bridge and final, Piano: cinematic, hard attack but imperfect and slightly detuned in bridge and break, FX: reversed delays, detuned pads, whisper echoes, tape hiss, vinyl crackle, breath left in, short moments of silence, Female vocal: very hard raspy and husky, very hard breathy, very hard strong vibrato, raw, whisper-to-explosive, voice must crack, break, tremble, and miss notes
Lyrics
I’m so done, gonna break,
yeah I’m losing my cool
What the hell is "happiness"
they keep talking about?
"Just be normal"—
what the fuck does that mean?
Work harder? For what?
Some fake-ass dream?
Stepped on hopes,
they’re cracked on the floor
But hey,
I’ve been through worse before
I turned misery to strength,
pain into compassion
Shape the hurt
into quiet kindness
Let’s live loud
like we don’t give a damn!
[Chorus]
No rain, no storm
can break me down
Someday, I swear
I’ll let joy bloom wild and free
This life’s just once —
so carve it in your soul
Keep moving
toward the goal
If I can face it all
and take the hit
I know someday
happiness will fit
So let your heart
scream wild and free
That’s the life
that’s meant for me!
[Verse 2]
Numb to the fake smiles,
I’m hollow inside
Everyone's just busy
feeding their pride
I showed my heart,
they walked away
Guess what?
They hated me like all the rest
I'm done —
so damn tired of this life
I’m at my limit,
can’t fake it right
Same shit every day,
I’m losing my mind
I’m losing grip,
but I’ll break free
This mess
won’t be the end of me
[Chorus]
No rain, no storm
can break me down
Someday, I swear
I’ll let joy bloom wild and free
This life’s just once
so carve it in your soul
Keep moving
toward the goal
If I can face it all
and take the hit
I know someday
happiness will fit
So let your heart
scream wild and free
That’s the life
that’s meant for me
[Chorus]
What the hell is happiness
they keep talking about
Just be normal
what the fuck does that mean
Work harder
For what
Some fake-ass dream
Yeah I’m tired, wanna quit,
but I keep hanging on
I'm lost, wandering in the darkness
to find this light
Held up by love,
I kept moving ahead
Turned my sadness
into words
Only I can
tear this dark apart
Let’s live loud
like we don’t give a damn!
[Chorus / Final]
No rain, no storm
can break me down
Someday, I swear
I’ll let joy bloom wild and free
This life’s just once —
so carve it in your soul
Keep moving
toward the goal
If I can face it all
and take the hit
I know someday
happiness will fit
So let your heart
scream wild and free
That’s the life
that’s meant for me!
