It’s not your fault….

I’m drowning in the silent screams
The voice inside keeps taunting me
I keep looking at other things
And the guilt is overwhelming me

I don’t regret our long long nights
I’ll keep them close and lock em tight
I just don’t believe
How I can turn around
When the room keeps crowding in with sound

(Dead)
(Dead)
I’m not leaving
(Dead)
(Dead)
I’ve just stopped feeling

The real me you didn’t see
Just a version I hoped I’d be
This broke me it’s true
I’m not lying to you

While the floor is breaking underneath
Your walls are caught up in empty streets

When I said I was dead
That’s partly true
But I can’t take back my life for you

(Dead)
(Dead)
I’m not leaving
(Dead)
(Dead)
I just stopped feeling

You are miles away
And I’m feeling used
Not by you
But this awful tune
It keeps playing
And drifting from you


I ment every word I said
And every step you take fills me with dread
Every anchor that comes crashing down
It smashes my head into the ground

(Dead)
(Dead)
I’m not leaving
(Dead)
(Dead)
I’ve just stopped feeling

It’s not an illness
I don’t think
But I lost my willingness to link
Maybe I’m scared
I have that right
But I took your heart
And lost our night

(Dead)
(Dead)
I’m not leaving
(Dead)
(Dead)
I’ve just stopped feeling

(Dead)
(Dead)
(Dead)
(Dead)