It’s not your fault….

I’m drowning in the silent screams

The voice inside keeps taunting me

I keep looking at other things

And the guilt is overwhelming me

I don’t regret our long long nights

I’ll keep them close and lock em tight

I just don’t believe

How I can turn around

When the room keeps crowding in with sound

(Dead)

(Dead)

I’m not leaving

(Dead)

(Dead)

I’ve just stopped feeling

The real me you didn’t see

Just a version I hoped I’d be

This broke me it’s true

I’m not lying to you

While the floor is breaking underneath

Your walls are caught up in empty streets

When I said I was dead

That’s partly true

But I can’t take back my life for you

(Dead)

(Dead)

I’m not leaving

(Dead)

(Dead)

I just stopped feeling

You are miles away

And I’m feeling used

Not by you

But this awful tune

It keeps playing

And drifting from you

I ment every word I said

And every step you take fills me with dread

Every anchor that comes crashing down

It smashes my head into the ground

(Dead)

(Dead)

I’m not leaving

(Dead)

(Dead)

I’ve just stopped feeling

It’s not an illness

I don’t think

But I lost my willingness to link

Maybe I’m scared

I have that right

But I took your heart

And lost our night

(Dead)

(Dead)

I’m not leaving

(Dead)

(Dead)

I’ve just stopped feeling

(Dead)

(Dead)

(Dead)

(Dead)