Quiet pain..
Empty night..

Verse 1
I simply wait patiently
For the moment you deceive me.
And crumple up my dream.
Shards of jealousy in my pocket.
I carry them as a souvenir, a memory.
And it cuts my fingers to blood,
And leaves holes straight through —
Your beautiful love.


Chorus
And it cuts my fingers to blood,
Your beautiful love.
I drink fire in gulps,
I love you painfully.
The scars will disappear from my hands,
I cannot breathe without the pain.

Verse 2
I no longer feel the pain,
And quietly clench my fingers.
Long ago they took away my will,
And without you I don’t know how to live.
An unimaginable, strange whim —
To love like this, forgetting yourself.
And timidly waiting for a miracle,
Praying to the Almighty for us.

Chorus
And it cuts my fingers to blood,
Your beautiful love.
I drink fire in gulps,
I love you painfully.
The scars will disappear from my hands,
I cannot breathe without the pain.

Verse 3
And not even dreaming of freedom,
I drink the fire of love in gulps.
It wanders, burning the soul,
And I hold back the cry of pain.
My pocket has long been torn,
And shards are in my hand.
I still wait, sensing the deception,
While wolves howl in my soul.

Chorus
And it cuts my fingers to blood,
Your beautiful love.
I drink fire in gulps,
I love you painfully.
The scars will disappear from my hands,
I cannot breathe without the pain.

Bridge
I wish I could throw the shards away, forget them,
And stop bleeding.
Not love you, suffering,
With this tormenting love.
The scars will disappear from my hands,
The fire in my chest will fade.
But I cannot breathe without the pain,
And without it there is no happiness for me.

Final Chorus
And it cuts my fingers to blood,
Your beautiful love.
I drink fire in gulps,
I love you painfully.
The scars will disappear from my hands,
I cannot breathe without the pain.

Outro
Shards of love..
Bitter love..
[Atmospheric synth pad, resonant piano, deep cello hum, whisper female vocal]
Тихая боль..
Пустая ночь..

[Verse 1]

[Distant engine hum, minimal piano pulses, breathy female vocal]
Я просто терпеливо жду,
Когда же ты обманешь.
Я просто терпеливо жду,
Когда же ты обманешь.
И скомкаешь мою мечту,

[Bass distortion begins]
Осколки ревности в кармане.
Ношу на память сувениром,

[Sub-bass drop]
И режет пальцы в кровь,
И оставляет насквозь дыры

[Vocal layer doubles]
Твоя прекрасная любовь.

[Pre-Chorus]

[Bass enters DEEP and LOUD, drums roll, building EXPLOSION]

[Chorus — FULL NUCLEAR DETONATION]

[EVERYTHING MAXIMUM: wall of sound, female voice SCREAMING, glass shattering, bass and guitar UNISON RIFF]
И РЕЖЕТ ПАЛЬЦЫ В КРОВЬ
ТВОЯ ПРЕКРАСНАЯ ЛЮБОВЬ

[voice CRACKS, SCREAMS]
ОГОНЬ ГЛОТКАМИ ПЬЮ
ТЕБЯ МУЧИТЕЛЬНО ЛЮБЛЮ

[HEAVIEST RIFF, bass distortion max]
ИСЧЕЗНУТ ШРАМЫ С РУК
МНЕ НЕ ДЫШАТЬ БЕЗ МУК.

[glass BREAK, 1 SECOND DEAD SILENCE, THEN EXPLOSION AGAIN LOUDER]

[Verse 2]

[Pulsing low strings, heartbeat rhythm, tense female vocal]
Не чувствую уже я боли,
И пальцы тихо лишь сжимаю.
Давно меня лишили воли,

[Piano+ bass]
И без тебя как жить — не знаю.
Немыслимая странная причуда —
Забыв себя, вот так любить.
И робко ожидая чуда,
За нас Всевышнего молить.

[Bass drop, silence]

[Chorus — LOUDER, ANGRIER, MORE DESPERATE]

[SAME NUCLEAR EXPLOSION, vocal MORE BROKEN]
И РЕЖЕТ ПАЛЬЦЫ В КРОВЬ
ТВОЯ ПРЕКРАСНАЯ ЛЮБОВЬ

[voice cracking into PURE SCREAM]
ОГОНЬ ГЛОТКАМИ ПЬЮ

[BASS SOLO: distorted, aggressive, low C# riff]
ТЕБЯ МУЧИТЕЛЬНО ЛЮБЛЮ
ИСЧЕЗНУТ ШРАМЫ С РУК
МНЕ НЕ ДЫШАТЬ БЕЗ МУК.

[more glass, more destruction]

[Verse 3]

[Clearer female vocal, quiet resolve, simpler music]
И не мечтая о свободе,

[Bass enters gently]
Огонь любви глотками пить.
Он, выжигая душу, бродит,
И сдерживаю боли крик.

[Piano+bass]
Прорезан уж давно карман,
В руке моей осколки.

[Bass distortion]
Всё жду, предчувствуя обман,
В душе же воют волки.

[Bass drop, silence]

[Chorus — MOST PAINFUL, MOST POWERFUL]

[FULL ORCHESTRA, FULL DISTORTION, FULL SCREAM]
И РЕЖЕТ ПАЛЬЦЫ В КРОВЬ
ТВОЯ ПРЕКРАСНАЯ ЛЮБОВЬ

[vocalist SCREAMING until voice BREAKS]
ОГОНЬ ГЛОТКАМИ ПЬЮ

[BASS+GUITAR UNISON: one note, one DESTRUCTION]
ТЕБЯ МУЧИТЕЛЬНО ЛЮБЛЮ
ИСЧЕЗНУТ ШРАМЫ С РУК
МНЕ НЕ ДЫШАТЬ БЕЗ МУК.

[glass EXPLOSION, total chaos]

[Bridge]

[Strings enter softly, piano melody, determined but broken]
Осколки б выбросить, забыть,
Не истекать бы кровью.

[Bass rises]
Тебя, страдая, не любить
Мучительной любовью.
Исчезнут шрамы с рук,
Огонь в груди погаснет.

[Bass drop]
Я не смогу дышать без мук,
И нет без них мне счастья.

[Piano alone]

[Final Chorus — ABSOLUTE APOCALYPSE]

[MAXIMUM POSSIBLE VOLUME. Everything REDLINING. Female voice SCREAMING FOR HER LIFE]
И РЕЖЕТ ПАЛЬЦЫ В КРОВЬ

[voice GONE, pure PAIN]
ТВОЯ ПРЕКРАСНАЯ ЛЮБОВЬ

[FULL POWER SCREAM]
ОГОНЬ ГЛОТКАМИ ПЬЮ

[FINAL glass break — LOUDEST]
ТЕБЯ МУЧИТЕЛЬНО ЛЮБЛЮ

[SOUND COLLAPSE]
ИСЧЕЗНУТ ШРАМЫ С РУК
МНЕ НЕ ДЫШАТЬ БЕЗ МУК.

[Outro]

[DEAD silence. One piano note. Broken whisper]
Осколки любви..
Горькая любовь..

[fade to absolute zero]