[Verse 1]
All I really crave is a shawty who can break me
And all I really crave is a beauty who can shake me
And everyone is saying that I'm hanging by a thread
When the lights go down I'm fine, no that don't phase me
It's been a dark night but I'm trapped now
Tap out, struggle 'til I pass out, lash out, crash out
Everybody wondering why I don't back down
Are you hearing this? She is so mysterious
Yo, she came in the game looking furious
And she'll leave like that. Serious
You act nice, she acts cold, you've now entered in her soul
And you better get ready cause you might fold
She's from a darker place than she told
Is a little bit different than yours is
Quit boring, romance is dead
It's just been ignoring the ominous dread in the moment I quit exploring
Quick, ignore this!
Listen I'm warming up and you're misinformed if
You think that I'm slipping up, this ain't sick enough, then I'll skip the chorus
I've been here, ain't nobody murder me?
Yeah, she gonna turn this into a burglary
I don't live for the world
I live for the pain, I live for the pain, focus
Wrote this, it's hopeless
It's hard to get away when the rope is woven
It's hard to catch a breath when the throat is closin'
And it's hard to keep on living when the negative is the focus. Hold it
What am I, deranged maybe? Plain shady?
You put her in a room with a knife she will not restrain me
You do what you wanted but you can't contain me
Safety! Is not a character trait I find. Don't wait in line
This is the current condition of her state of mind

[Hook]
Don't tell me that she isn't bad
Don't tell me I shouldn't be sad
She is all I have. All I had
She is all I have. All I had
She is all I have. All I had


[Verse 2]
All I ever wanted was a body to regret this
All I ever wanted was a shawty with a death wish
Take her soul, put it in a locket, keep a photo in my pocket and get shivers every time I check it. Wreck us
If that's my coffin or not, Father, maybe I just shouldn't bother
Go back to the simple life but I am not a quitter so quit that
I never been a sinner but I guarantee she loves black
Put me in a dungeon, locked in
Clip that, trying to make an impact in ash is that insane? Well I guess so
Facts though, better give me that Death Note
And you ain't ever gonna make it, she's a pestilence
I am in a place where I can't let go. (ayy)
I still work a job and pursue this
And y'all know what's stupid?
I thought all I had to do was buy a diamond ring and yo things start blooming
But that's not the case because most of the times the shawty you fear
You keep on thinking that the shawty is cute but that shawty has probably been fucked up for years
Yeah. In the back of my mind thinking
Am I wasting my time sinking
And I ain't got no feeling in my body but I guarantee there ain't no way that I am gonna leave this
I need this. I swear to y'all I need this
And this poison's in my veins if you cut me I'm a bleed it
And yo. What you think she has traps for no reason, no
Take my brain and I put it in a box ever since her daddy took a walk
I've been a different person. Don't try to predict my verses
What you're hearing now is me whether I'm in front or behind the curtain
I stand behind these words. She's a demon but she's worth it
Don't tell me to calm down. I'm calm now, listen I'm just hurting
Yeah it might take a minute to get it but once you get it everything will be crystal clear
I don't think they see the vision here. I don't think they see the vision here!

[Hook]
Don't tell me that she isn't bad
Don't tell me I shouldn't be sad
She is all I have. All I had
She is all I have. All I had
She is all I have. All I had
All I had

Don't tell me that she isn't bad (she isn't bad, she isn't bad)
She is all that I have, she is all that I had