Drowning in the Dark
Dark Trapsoul, Melodic Drill, 130 BPM, heavy distorted 808 bass, ethereal reverb synths, crisp trap percussion, Male melodic rap, fast chopper flow feature, soulful ad-libs, ultra-modern vocal processing, mystical, sensual, nocturnal, high-fidelity spatial audio, hypnotic rhythm, heavy sub-bass drop
Drowning in the Dark
Dark Trapsoul, Melodic Drill, 130 BPM, heavy distorted 808 bass, ethereal reverb synths, crisp trap percussion, Male melodic rap, fast chopper flow feature, soulful ad-libs, ultra-modern vocal processing, mystical, sensual, nocturnal, high-fidelity spatial audio, hypnotic rhythm, heavy sub-bass drop
Lyrics
Intro
Verse 1
The ceiling fan is spinning lines across the wall
It's 3:14 AM and I’ve been counting every fall
Your name is still the first one when I open up the screen
A digital ghost of everything we used to mean
I drafted out a "hey," deleted "are you up?"
My hands are shaking steady over this empty coffee cup
Chorus
And I am drowning in the dark, sinking like a stone
Down so deep I’ve forgotten how to breathe alone
Yeah, I’m miserable, I’m broken, I’m a beautiful mess
Heavy in the chest, praying for some rest
But my thumb is frozen right above the glass
I'm not gonna text you, I'll just let the fever pass
Verse 2
I looked at old pictures till my eyes started to blur
Remembering the monsters and the angels that we were
It would be so easy just to let the armor drop
To beg for your attention, ask the bleeding how to stop
But I know how the script goes, I know how it ends
We'd just break the pieces that we're trying to defend
Chorus
'Cause I am drowning in the dark, sinking like a stone
Down so deep I’ve forgotten how to breathe alone
Yeah, I’m miserable, I’m broken, I’m a beautiful mess
Heavy in the chest, praying for some rest
But my thumb is frozen right above the glass
I'm not gonna text you, I'll just let the fever pass
Bridge
The blue light fades to black
I lock the screen again
There is no going back
This is where I win
By staying on my knees
By letting myself grieve
Without making you the anchor...
Without asking you to stay!
Final Chorus
While I'm drowning in the dark, sinking like a stone
Learning how it feels to finally walk alone
Yeah, I’m miserable, I’m broken, it's a heavy kind of test
Screaming in my chest, fighting for some rest
But my thumb is frozen right above the glass
I didn't text you... I'll just let the winter pass
Outro
Let it pass.
Yeah.
Outro
Let it pass.
Yeah.
Outro
Let it pass.
Yeah.